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Urdu Shayri

EYES THAT SPEAK


LANGUAGE OF THE EYES



Teergi(1) Mai say cheekhti nighaahein
Apnay wajood ka falsafa bayan kar Rahi hain
Pass aaa kar dekho kitnay asraar(2) bayan kar Rahi hain
Ghubaar(3) jo tumhari aankon Mai padha hai ghuroor ka
Kaha milega wajood humare zeest(4) ka


1. darkness
2.secrets
3.cloud of dust
4.existence


UNSPOKEN WORDS


Eyes
They are the most intimate and magnificent organ of a human body

They speak without uttering anything
They listen without hearing anything

We all underestimate the power of eyes
The strength and emotions eyes hold are majestic


Here in this particular Urdu Shayari
Eyes are conveying their pain.
Their struggle.
Their effort.

Eyes are crying out from the deep darknesses to prove their existence.
They want to be heard.
They want to be acknowledged.
They want someone to listen and understand the pain they have endured.


From a distance, one sees happiness in the eyes. But come closer and you will see the deep secrets hidden in these eyes. Secrets coming out in form of tears which nobody is able to understand.


Everybody's eyes are covered by a cloud of ego. A cloud of self-importance. Nobody can see the pain of others. They are too busy looking at themselves, praising themselves, admiring themselves.

They cannot see my existence. They cannot see my pain. They can never acknowledge the secrets in my eyes. They can never value our presence in their lives. They always remain unaware of the emotions that the eyes want to convey.



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Nostalgia


 A Trip Down the Memory Lane


Haphazardly I went from the woods of barren land

Seeing the worst of nightmares
The cries of lost fertility crave for freedom
I plead for an Arcadian(idea of life believed to be perfect) town in this fleeting livelihood
Where effervescent(blooming) is nowhere to be seen


UNSPOKEN WORDS

Do you remember a place from your childhood, that used to be filled with joy and happiness?
Perhaps lush green lands, gardens blooming with flowers.
Or farms decorated in gold of sunflower or wheat.
That smell of soil after rains.
Wasn't it all so serene.
But with time, it lost all its charms.
The happiness and colours turned dull.
The writer is trying to tell about such a place close to her heart.
The writer says that she came to such a place after a long time and cannot believe what had happened to the wonderful place.
She uneasily went through the place.
Where there used to be tall green trees, now lies a barren land which has nothing but just sand left.
Even in her worst nightmares, she could not imagine that this place, which was the source of livelihood of tireless farmers, is now infertile.
The land now seems to be crying about its lost glory.
The town is filled with nothing but a gloomy silence.
All that the writer wishes is that somehow that old calmness and joy would return in this town which is no longer present.
She wishes somehow the soil turns fertile and the people of the town get back their livelihood and happiness.
She hopes to see this town just like it was during her childhood.   

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Urdu-E-Mehfil

                                         Kash Tum aate    

             
                                                         

         Kash tum aate, ayaadat(1) nibhaney hi aajatey.
Kash Unn qurbaton(2) bhare paloon Kay waastey hi aajatey.
Kash aakhiri ethiraam(3) denay hi aajatey.
Kash humari kaifiyat(4) dekhnay hi aajatey.
Kash tum aate, aakhri farmaaish(5) puri karney hi aajatey.

1. Ayadat- visiting the sick.      2. Qurbaton- closeness
3. Ethiraam- respect/regard     4. Kaifiyat- condition
5. Farmaaish- demand
                                                     
                                   
                                                   UNSPOKEN WORDS
        Love is the most wonderful feeling in the world. Life seems to be like a beautiful garden when you are in love.
 And the moments you cherish with the loved one are unforgettable.

But what if the one you love is not around.
 Times change, relationships change. 
But the love remains the same.
The desire to see your loved one for one last time, to meet, just to have a glimpse, could be painful.

The writer is trying to explain such a desire. 
The hope, that the loved one would come to meet, one last time.

When she is sick, she hopes that the loved one would come to see her.
 For the sake of the beautiful days that they had spent together.

She hopes that he would come back thinking about the mutual respect and understanding that they have shared for such a long time.

She wishes that he would come to see how she is living life without him. 
Life doesn't seem so beautiful without him.
 She wishes he could understand that.

Although the relationship is not the same like before, it was her last wish to see him one more time.
 And she hopes that he would come back one final time to fulfil that wish. 
She wishes he could listen to her voice of the heart and meet her one last time.


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The circus of Life



LIFE AS WE KNOW IT


LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

Hope is no longer the same.
Longing onto seems like a job in vain.

The zeal of living is no longer the same.
Faking it seems like an act in vain.

The beauty of the dreams is no longer the same.
Appreciating it seems like a talk in vain.

The warmth of happiness is no longer the same.
Feeling the aura of it seems like a shot in vain.

Unspoken Words

Life is full of ups and downs.
 It can take many twists and turns. 
Throughout this journey, hope is the most important thing that stays with. Hope helps us live through tough phases and wait for happy times. 

But how long can one hope? How long can one wait for things to change? 
The writer is trying to express the fight she is fighting within her mind where her hopes of something good happening in life is diminishing fast.

The writer says that her hopes are no longer high. 
She has been holding onto hopes of good times to come for so long but now it all seems vain.

She has been living her life full of passion, full of hopes of great things happening.
 She might be sad, her heart may be heavy but she would carry a smile on her face. 
But now it seems futile.
 It is hard to fake a smile anymore.

She had so many dreams of doing great things in life.
 She had planned great things for herself.
 But now it seems like the world of dreams is crashing down. 
She can no longer talk about its beauty as they are slowly turning into a nightmare.

She was once encircled with happy thoughts. Filled with joy. 
There were once warm feelings in her heart about life. 
But now it is the all cold harsh reality. 
The reality from which she has been trying to run away but she can't. 
The sadness has taken over all the hopes and all her thoughts of happiness are in vain.


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The real Shadow of you


                                                       
                                   The  Dark recesses of my Heart

The Dark recesses of Heart


In the corners of my heart.

I have seen a different shadow of me.

A diminishing timid picture of me.
A soul trying to reach out to someone.
A will trying to open up to someone.
A hope to let go that sinking feeling I have been holding onto for so long.
An urge to be able to express more.
An inexplicable thought behind the deepest sorrows I hold.

I write several things, be it shayris, poems, quotes, thought of the day, life situations I face on day to day basis.
This particular poem is my most prized possession.
I really don't know why but I feel connected to it.
It reflects me.
I had the same kind of thoughts a while back
and 

Sometimes

I get them now as well.
This poem truly shows the dark recesses of my heart.
I have no shame in admitting that I feel like that.
There is really nothing wrong in feeling lost at some point.
Many of us go through that kind of phases.
This particular poem is self-explanatory.
It is very difficult for her to express why she has all those feelings.
She is sinking into her own thoughts and sadness.
She lives in a world which has been mean to her.
She has been betrayed in her life so it is difficult for her to trust someone again.
Betrayal leaves scars which are difficult to heal.

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Sorrows Of Heart

Sometimes Things are beyond You,
Your effort,
And Sometimes your Time.
But
Beyond everything
there comes god's Will

Things beyond You,  Your effort,  And Sometimes your Time  Beyond everything  there comes god's Will

मजबूरियों* के सामने कोशिशें कम पड़ गई। 


हालातों ने ऐसा चूर* किया की खुद को  रोकने  के लिए  वफायें* भी कम पड़ गई। 


हद* तोः तब हुई की दुआओं का भी रुतबा* ना रहा 
क़िस्मत पहले से ही ग़मगीन* थी की येह और नम पड़ गई। 

*मजबूरियों ---- Compulsions
*चूर   ----- Broke (emotionally)    
*वफायें ---truthfulness 
*हद   ------Limit    
*ग़मगीन ---- filled with sadness

Majbooriyo* kay samney kosishein Kum padh gayi

Haalaton nay aisa chur* kiya ki khudh ko rokhnay kay liye wafaien* bhi kum padh gayi

Hadh* toh tab hui ki duaon* ka bhi rutba na raha
Kismat pehlay say hi gumgeen* thi ki yeh aur num padh gayi

*Majbooriyo -- Compulsions
*chur  -- Broke (emotionally) 
*wafaien -  truthfulness  
*Hadh --- Limit    
*gumgeen ---- filled with sadness

Unspoken Words

Most of the things in our lives aren't in our control.
No matter how hard we try, we fail at it.
They weren't meant to happen.

When things are beyond our capabilities and control there comes "The God's Will".
Here the writer is trying to express the deepest sorrows of her Heart.
Her Helplessness regarding the situation at the hand.
She has to part ways with her lover.
Nobody was to blame but the situations.
The circumstances were very unfortunate.

Sometimes in life, we have to encounter such situations, such deep sorrows that no matter hard we try to hold onto,
"haalat" forces us to part ways.
The love was so unfortunate that it was crushed with the weight of unfortunate circumstances.

Both of them were so true to one another.
Their love was the purest form of love.
But their honesty to one another wasn't enough to tackle the meanest of bearings.

And the limit was crossed when the blessings were no longer for us and with us.
Life was anyway full of chaos, that it turned into a nightmare 
when what we had
 ended.

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Hindi Poem




Aankhon Mai bhar aaye tum, sanson Mai tum behtay hoh
Rooh Ko meri tum na jaaney kya kya kehtay hoh
Sath tumhara jo na milta toh na jaaney kya kar jaatey hum
Ishq Mai tumhare jo na ghirtey Toh kyu duniya mai aatey hum

आँखों मे भर आए तुम , साँसों  मे तुम बहते होह। 
रूह को मेरी तुम ना जाने क्या क्या कहते होह। 
साथ तुम्हारा जो ना मिलता तोह  ना  जाने  क्या कर जाते हम। 
इश्क़ मे तुम्हारे जो ना गिरते तोह क्यू दुनिया मे आते हम। 

Unspoken Words

People say they fall in love.

But how deep do they fall in love?

What are the limits of love?

Or to what extent can you go in love.
The writer is trying to express how deep she feels.
She says even though her lover is not near her, but she sees him everywhere.

Every where she looks she sees him.
She breathes him.
She feels even though he is not near yet he is talking to her.
Her mind cannot stop thinking about the lover.
Her heart is connected to the lover.
When he is not near she feels restless. She wants to be with him every single moment of her life, without him she is incomplete.
She feels any moment without him is irrelevant.
She is so deeply in love with him that she feels the sole purpose of her life is to be with him.
To love him. To be loved by him.
If it wasn't for his love, why else could she be born?
For her, there are no limits to love.
She keeps sinking deeper into his love with every passing moment.



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Urdu Shayri



Gard (1) aisi jami hai nigahoon mai
Ki Deedar(2) ab wajood(3) khone Laga
Jannat Naseeb Hoti thi Jin nigahoon Mai.
Kyu ab talkh(4) unsay honey laga

1.insignificance 2.sight 3.existence 4.bitterness

गर्द * ऐसी जमी है निगहाओं मे
की दीदार* अब वज़ूद * खोने लगा।
ज़न्नत नसीब होती थी जिन निगहाओं मे
क्यू अब तल्ख़ * उनसे होने लगा।

गर्द ---- निरर्थकता
दीदार ---- दृष्टि
वज़ूद ---- अस्तित्व
तल्ख़ ---- अप्रसन्नता

Unspoken Words

Miscommunication and misunderstanding are the biggest culprits which often ruin our relationships.
We often fail to consider it as even a cause.
We start playing the blame game on one another.

This particular udru shayri is trying to depict this whole thing in a way which is little different.
Eyes have an analogy with the soul and heart here.
One might have a different opinion about it.
It's totally my view.


"Gard aisi jami hai nigahoon mai
Ki Deedar ab wajood khone Laga
"

The dust of insignificance for your beloved is spread all over your eyes.
Eyes which used to trust, believe and had the capability of holding onto love, have now become a slave to the storm of misunderstanding.

The eyes have lost their sensitivity.
They no longer hold their essence.

"Jannat Naseeb Hoti thi Jin nigahoon Mai
Kyu ab talkh unsay honey laga
"

Those eyes were the doorway to the heaven.
To the dreams and permanence.
They were like the light at the end of the tunnel.

But why?
Why? Now?
Only bitterness is felt.
The sense of Longingness is lost.
The warmth of belonging has vanished.


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The fear within You




We all have different kinds of fear. one of the biggest fear is the fear of vulnerability.


The fear of vulnerability is growing at fast pace.

I can’t really remember the time when it all started to ache.

Pain has manifested itself into a bigger form

And now there is very little scope of reform.

The wrath of judgement is the culprit of all.

It starts with you and ends with all.


Unspoken Words

This particular post is a really special one because of the fact that she is connected to it on a very deeper level.
We as human beings encounter different things in our lives.
Some of us learn from it.
And some, unfortunately, get devasted.
Experiences are like a reservoir of data, all we need to do is run some simple generic algorithms and extract the useful information from it(Pardon for some Technical terms).
She has learnt it that way.
The poem here is quite self-explanatory so I won't go into the details of what it means.
Here the writer is just trying to convey what train of thoughts she went through while writing this one.
She hates being in vulnerable situations.
She doesn't have the faintest idea when this thing manifested itself into a form where it started to affect her on a much deeper level.
We all struggle with our  "fears" daily.
Challenging it, learning from it and at times learning to live with it.

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